...nutes.I was so worried about Ben then. I was scared actually. I didn't want
to believe it. Come on he is my best friend even if I like him a lot
more then a friend. I like his cousin too which is a problem.However, back to Gwen and me. Gwen didn't notice how worried I was.
In fact she didn't looked worried at all.She actually looked relieved. All I was thinking then was What the
hell Gwen? He's your cousin. Aren't you worried at all?She doesn't seem to care about him at all. One thing I hate about
her.Anyway, When we got to the house and Ben's mom let us inside. She
showed us the note. I smiled and wanted to cry a little actually but
of course I didn't. Gwen...well Gwen screamed..loudly I might add.She kept saying how wrong it was for Ben to love me espeically since
I love her. Just for the record I never said that.This, however, gets me to lean more toward her cousin then her. Had I
known she was ever going to think she owned me. I would have gone
straight for Ben from the start.But...I can't. I need to get the girl. Why does this need to be so
complicated?To be honest I'm not sure if I even want the girl.But no I'm the good guy now and wanting guy won't help me at all if I
want to stay good.Why should it even matter? Ugh I get so frustrated with society.You need to have a...